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November 23, 2012


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I've made a decision.

Journal Entry: Fri Nov 23, 2012, 1:01 AM

Okay. I've officially decided that I will go through with restarting dA. But, I'm not going to be creating a new account. I don't feel that's necessary and I've already come so far on this account. You guys all have shown me this and thank you for that! Not to mention this premium would be rotting. Another point you guys made was I can't perfect my art. That's impossible. All I've gotta do is keep trying and never give up. Everyone improves, but it takes time. I can't force it. Not only did you guys point this out but I think my forever broken pinky kinda resembles that, in a way. It's forever broken because I chose drawing over healing. Er.. wait, I don't even.. ok that has no relation to this moral rofl. shhsh i have my own point-of-vieWS!!1
ON TOPIC AGAIN OK, so my way of restarting is basically just... well, starting fresh. And I mean even my characters. I'm going to be deleting all but 2 at most. The one(s) I don't delete will be getting a huge make-over. I honestly feel very comfortable about this, for some reason. I feel though as if I'm fresh and clean if I do this. All of my characters have had some sort of effect on me in my life outside the computer and it'll be so great to release it all. I'll change my username for hopefully the last time, redo my page, practice drawing, design new characters, find new fandoms (if I even feel like I want one..), delete embarrassing drawings...
Yeah, you get the idea.
I wanna thank all of you who commented on my journal supporting me and encouraging me and lifting me up. I was expecting a bunch of hate. Honestly, I was. I know a lot of people hate vents out there and I knew people would be upset over my deletion of Flash. But.. I'm thankful for those who encouraged it for my happiness rather than discouraged it for their own selfish reasons. Flash was a big pain in my, excuse the language, assssssss, and its so good to get that heavy weight off my shoulder.
Seriously, you guys are THE best. Honestly, you're all true friends. I can't thank you enough. I swear, you're the reason that I keep going everyday. I'd lose it if I didn't have any of you. It's been a very hard time for me and just aaghh thanks.~~
And I know people have it worse than me. Even some of you. And I'm always here if y'wanna talk, just as you are for me.

Love y'alllsss, I'll probably get around to redoing my dA soon.
Because I've been on the computer more lately...
yep ewe... neopets.

- Oreo, CJ, whatever the heck you fkn call me anymore now ;w;;

One touch and I was a believer,
every kiss, it gets a little sweeter. ♥

- Niall Horan
They Don't Know About Us from Take Me Home.
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MusicWolfy333 Featured By Owner Nov 28, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I'm so so so so so so so so so so so happy you feel better!
Is Mr. Potato Head gonna stick around? Tis ok if you delete him, you do what's best for you luffy~!
SilverNGoldWings Featured By Owner Nov 24, 2012  Hobbyist Interface Designer
I'm glad you'll feel beer afer this
Musiusi Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2012  Student General Artist
Glad you feel better buddy ^^
Good luck! :D
MasterMitosi Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Have fun.
Pink-Sugar-Tea Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2012
    Don't worry Oreo; I had to do the same thing. Just start out fresh.(: A brand new start is all you need~
ZimTheGreat Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
So so happy you're feeling just fine! <333 Hope you can find a way to reset things and make a new beginning! I believe in you, Courty!
Statie Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2012  Hobbyist
Glad your feeling much much better <3

Gah, your pinkyD: I'm sorry.
SamdraX-elle Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
NeguraRos Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2012  Student General Artist
Ó man I forgot to reply to the last journal whoops haha


Do whatever you feel is gonna help. If you wanna start over, it's fine, I'll support ya buddy!

And erryone be right. You can't just ridicule your art and say that you're gonna try and improve immediately "OMG NOT CoMInG BACk TILL I DO!!1!" It's a time process.

But yeah. Luva ya man. <33

is liam one of the remaining charas?
Sockune Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2012
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