all good things come to an end

don't cry because its over
smile because it happened.

Okay. This was a 5 minute scribble. And to be honest
I only drew it for an excuse to talk about Flash with y'all.
And it's a little important.

I've been thinking a little bit about Flash.
Well
a lot about Flash. And I think his time has run dry.

this old skunkmunk has gotten me through a lot of trouble.
And I don't know why I still love this character but I do
but at the same time I hate him
where am i even going with this omg

Well
he's been in dramatic roleplays
roleplays I didn't even want to partake of
and I know some people still aren't happy about it

i'm not either
and i hate flash so much..
he's a good art character but i can't stand roleplaying him.
but he still has a piece of me in him.

I don't blame people for despising him
I honestly don't mind that people do
because there's a reason to anyway
I was immature with him in the past
and nowadays I can hardly roleplay with him
because of how his image has sculpted into.

Last time I roleplayed with him was on Valentine's day
but I hardly enjoyed it.
I figured out that day that roleplaying relationships is just so destroying and unnecessary
it creates a world of drama and opens doors to immaturity that isn't needed
I've been in roleplays where strangers tried to steal one from the other
and in roleplays where one was caught kissing another.
and in roleplays where an argument broke out of nowhere and i was left confused.
And it's just unnecessary.
Why roleplay it if it never plays out well, y'know?

So I'm not really going to.
I've been thinking about what to do with him and the others
but I just don't even know
like
maybe comic strips??
but
idk
roadkill has gone a long way but
i have grown out of them and
have found new interests
and it's about time i have

I guess his good image to me is ruined.
I don't really know why I had to get this off my chest.
I just feel like
some people really think I love this character and I take so much pride in him
and that I try to destroy others with this character
and make him seem like a high powerful god
that has a pathetic life but
i don't mean to make him come off like that

I actually tend to use this character as a toy I can use to vent with.
Anytime I draw some depressive pictures of this skunk
it comes from my heart in real life
or inspiration from a song

He's just useless to me anymore now
He was a burden I didn't need to carry and
like
I decided in February I wouldn't carry it anymore
so I just
gradually stopped roleplaying him

and I'm glad iguess??/
Because drama has been the last thing I need to worry about ever since


so this is good and stuff

why did i wanna say all this
oh i donteven know
i guess just to let you all know
that
flash's days are coming to a final end
and its time to say final good-byes
well
not literally but like
in a sort of sense as though im slowly gonna stop using him as much
and make room for more characters
im not deleting him just kinda slowing things down a bit
so its not a final good-bye
its not even really a good-bye
but
you get the jistt

I had received advice from a good friend awhile back that I should get rid of him
and I really think she was right
when you become attached to a roleplay character
their world becomes yours
and when their world is destroyed
your world is destroyed

you feel what your character feels and
it that doesn't seem normal
so
im gonna let go a little bit if that makes sense
to protect myself and others. <3


that's all.
going to scraps later.

i get so scared to talk about him publicly is that bad?